Lost in the whirlwind

June 9th, 2007

As usual, it’s quite late. I’ve been meaning to write since this morning, but this Saturday, like most, has already turned in to one long marathon. I worked handing out fliers today, cut Richie’s hair (I’m not including a picture for a reason), cleaned the kitchen, ran and worked out, watched some real estate shows while dining on delicious fish sticks (hadn’t had fish sticks since I was probably 14), watched the Gay Pride parade from our window (love that I could actually do that!), and finished off a huge mint-chocolate chip ice cream (tasty, but not wise considering the paunch in my belly right now). I’m now thinking- wow, there are a million things I should have done today, but here it is 12:50 and I’m only now thinking of them. I think my utter lack of accomplishment today was due to my nerves for my upcoming show. As a perfectionist, I tend to analyze every little thing before a show, allowing it to consume me, thus wasting time. Yes, I know, that’s what weekends are supposed to be, wasted time, but I seem unable to take breaks without feeling guilty! By the way, for those of you who gave me feedback on my podcast- thank you so much! I’m glad you are enjoying it so far. I promise it will only get better as I practice recording more and continue to improve upon my voice. Oh look, it’s 1:20 am- I need to go to bed! Okay, good night world. I will have more for you tomorrow.